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The Theater Was Rain

by *spandrel & The Trash Pile

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like a magnolia blossom my hands open wide petals brushing cheeks I bring your face to mine we were reunited in a forest beneath the trees slow dancing on a bed of pine in our bare feet and what’s happened here has already occurred to me because lover we’ve willed ourselves into each other’s dreams with you what was never old always stays new from the dancing static a sweet tune protrudes it’s your name your name your name and what’s happened here has already occurred to me because lover we’ve willed ourselves into each other’s dreams
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the moths are back: skittering along telephone wires the moths are back: tracing a wounded trajectory the moths are back: disappearing into asphalt gaps I collect glass from riverbeds and insert the shards into my ever palpitating heart the junk in there looks blue and keeps it shape like thawing ice in a room swollen with natural light she looks just like the last one, but paler, paler she rested her wings flat on a bare white wall and I lost her I lost her I opened the windows – the thin air at this atmosphere will impale her, impale her
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we sleep with the windows open always this time of year. sensory neurons come alive like spider webs on dew-speckled lawns we hit the sheets so fresh sub-merged and cleansed we hit the sheets so fresh submerged and cleansed we sleep with the windows open always this time of year opened up like apple blossoms shake and fall to the lawns we hit the sheets so fresh submerged and cleansed we hit the sheets so fresh submerged and cleansed those fibers striving those fibers striving for total Surface area we sleep with the windows open always this time of year eyes fixed to the ceiling and then the curtain clears
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in that interval, I was driftwood – the space where the ebb and pull of your breathing carried me along, kept me afloat in that interval that folded in on itself and therefore could not exist, the line of horizon vanished
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It must have been during wartime with correspondence, pictures, postcards Every one, the envelope wide containing some sense of yearning It must have been during wartime Using my view from the tower Deadly aim and female fire Every window orange in our home I carried us across the threshold I kept the fire burning The beginning met the end And let us start all over again The beginning met the end And let us start all over again There was magic in the air Axons make stalwarts, cold-pressed walking through the fog, evidence that it rained. spiderwebs made visible by moisture Real leaves in the wallpaper, holes in the screens A handful of doves that flew back when released We keep rolling, rolling in fever bed sheets are curtains, the windows our dream The beginning met the end And let us start all over again The beginning met the end And let us start all over again The land outside the window is sinking Bullets are landing, the trees are shrinking everything but you is getting further away further away
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I am just a young man lost Here I am in front of a blue screen Here I am a blank faced passenger Passing through stoplights Blacking out in the backseat I have no dreams I have no desires In telephone lines Bathrooms and elevators Silence sponges my thoughts I am just a young man lost a young man lost I am just a young man lost Here I am sealed In a rented room Here I am breathing oxygen from a mask The sounds bouncing off the walls Fill the room like foam insulation displacing the air Leaving me with nothing Leaving me with nothing But withered memories And broke-apart moments Blowing kisses to a cracked screen blowing kisses Blowing kisses to a cracked screen blowing kisses
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Fell asleep flying into the feature film before the previews (momma bought me that mocking bird) The sleepymen reaching me Filling up my eyelids When I came to the ushers were striking matches and balancing their brooms on one finger. Bartenders stream in from the emergency exits. Wearing bow ties and black vests, they open briefcases strapped with bottles. They pull out combs and slick back their already slicked back hair. They swipe popcorn off the concession counter and then pour a line of glasses with Manhattans. They sing this dirge to steep the new day in. I’m rubbing my eyes and swatting through the air. I walk out of the theater, my face fixed in a Man Ray gaze, It’s strange that the parking lot’s been repaved, Mylar balloons float waist-high like someone’s birthday blew away. I put my hand out for someone to take it, left dragging, it's such a relief that my memories have all been replaced. It’s such as relief that my memories have all been replaced It’s such a relief My memories My memories Have all been replaced Have all been replaced
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The wasting snow banks simmer like fog machines And threaten to transport Our reflections into the bathroom mirror (the bathroom mirror) In this atmosphere of haloed sidewalks and snipped pine needles I could be just another guy with glue on his lips Another guy with glue Another guy with glue on his lips (glue on his lips) The wasting snow banks simmer like fog machines And threaten to enrobe Our shadows into something we won't recognize In this atmosphere of preserved detritus and scraped shrapnels I could bludgeon my already purple fingertips Again and again And again and again and again I could be just another guy with glue on his lips Again and again and again Again and again and again And again
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The streets are awash With anticoagulants tonight I was out searching For the drowning parade And I found them I found them Someone was knocking on the door for hours The filaments fragile and bouncing Someone was asking if I woke up on the wrong side of the bed Someone had strung up my name in lights, put my feet in boiling water Someone was asking if I was okay Someone was asking Someone was asking if I was okay Someone was asking But I would not break my dream I would not break My dream
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The car was half-buried parked in someone’s yard the streets had no meaning we were all too drunk to drive We were all too drunk to drive and when we came outside the precipitation had lightened up snowflakes strolled through the streetlamp glow pausing momentarily to pose the sky came straight down into the rolling snow banks Doing everything we could to disrupt the segregation of atmosphere and snow, we kicked up an impressive whirlwind of powder. Enveloping our bodies in a blurry gauze, capillaries were bursting like fireworks in our cheeks. The bitter wind joined in our revelry as it lifted and redistributed the emancipated snowflakes disseminating our particles in the snow. we became the scenery that was now half-tone It was like walking in the clouds It was like walking in the clouds and I’m lying flat on my back now I’m lying flat on my back now I’m lying flat on my back now I’m lying flat on my back
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I was born on crutches My bones didn’t have a structure It protected me from my crushes A hood they couldn’t puncture So I went on limping No days without slipping Until i met my true love In the taxidermy museum Holding hands Holding hands I met my true love In the taxidermy museum She pinned herself on me Petals loose but tucked in sleeves This heavy lipped cutie Swarmed me like a hive of bees We dined on plates of pearl Drank formaldehyde with Ensure She pinned herself on me To the tylenol she cried joyfully Holding hands Hold my hand

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released May 21, 2021

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